hello infront people ! eh left people ! hey you right people and.. oh not to forget, behind people. assalamualaikum :)
well , today was so unproductive day.. i dont feel like doing anything. i didnt take my lunch ... or even my breakfast. no i'v been lying in bed , crying all by myself. neeh. everything ruined my mood. and i feels like no one with me , on my side to support me. no . no one. i feel like everythings suck ! and now only i know what does the 'menangis tak berlagu' seems like. ingatkan dalam drama je ? well, as a teenagers, everything went wrong. those silly problems were playing on my mind. and it doesnt worse to think of i guess?
friends, family, studies, school. ahhh !
friends : could they give me a lil bit of appriciation ? why cant they see things that i'v done for them ? for our friendship ?
family : hmmm ... mayb i am too sensitive about this, but i just cant accept when one of them scolded me just because a person yang langsung tak ada kaitan darah daging .why must tengking aku sebab org luar ? aku ni siapa ? sumpah, sentap.. mayb it was my fault too. but at least, tegur dgn cara elok, mungkin aku boleh terima
studies : its been a while i didnt study. ha ye lah, nak dekat sebulan tak masuk kelas, mana nak pegang buku ? nak nak plak aku ni bukan jenis bookworm. well, im a lil bit scared to face the final exams. but.. what to do ? i need someone to guide me
school : neeh, its kinda weird if i say i miss school. but to be truth, ya.. i miss.. there's a psycho student dekat sekolah tu.. errk, ianya sangat menakutkan. k ?
