hye pepurrrr... *wave*
its been a while i didnt update.. like who cares kan ? well, i'v been quite busy lately prepared for kakak's engagement that will be held soon. for your information, kakak will be someone's fiance start 7 days from now. a few months later, she's going to be a wife and soon, a mother to my unborn niece and nephew. in shaa Allah :) wuuuu !! tak sabarnya nak jadi aunt. hihi. what sould they call me ehh ? mak su ? eeww no ! erm, aunty su should sounds okay kot kan ? hehe well guys, its hard for me to let someone new in our family's life to take care of kakak. will he jaga kakak as proper as abah ? can he gave kakak everything like what abah & mama gave ? hmmm, i hope so. i kept wondering, after kakak's wedding, does kakak will layan me like right now ? i mean, will she spend time with me after her working hours? will she accompany me to everywhere i want to like before ? sends me to kasturi, full fill my dream, teach me account and sejarah, cheer me up whenever i feel down when mama scolded me, when my exam's result wasnt that good, will she calm me down and the most important thing is when i feel so low that i couldnt make my mom proud of me, will she keep me ease?
whatever it is, m going to pray for kakak's happiness with her future husband :) hoping for the best and everything will berjalan lancar during the ceremony. i am so gonna miss kakak yayu. no more morning kiss from her, her hug at night , her goodnight kiss and her very ugly faces! haha. im gonna miss everything about her. everything about my gendut !! :')
advance congrates from your very cute little sistaaaaaa, kakak :) love, qistina
