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11.2.13

boredom

halo stalkers :) well, stalker je yg selalu baca blog aku ni :p

i should have my beauty sleep aite now as it is almost 1 a.m but ya, as a cute teenage, i dont feel like sleeping after a few hours of nap petang tadi.. hihi. penat kemas rumah tahu ? kakak yg nak tunang, aku pula mangsanya. aiyaaa. but its okay, harini dpt 2 ice blog. both vanilla oreo. and i feel looooveeddd ^_^ hihi.


lets begin with the holiday. ermmm, we had a lot of fun at PD and... actually ada certain of em yg aku tk kenal .. how bad am i ? nak buat canee ? :/ tp dah kira rapat lah lepas vacaytion tu. kalau tak ...? hahaha. diorng kira mcm sedara of sedara, sbb tu tk berapa nak kenal. hihi. can i just cut off the story ? ok just imagine, one of your cousin, i mean different jantina... dua pupu lah kiranya, .. ah biar aku cerita terus!!
  malam after dinner and sesi karoke, ada sesi penyampaian hadiah for cucu cucu wan yg dah amik result upsr, pmr . and im one of em :) so lepas tu, aku lepak kat luar dewan makan,tringat yg meor bawa guitar . i shouted at him just like 'aaaaa ! abg ! nak pinjam guitar ?' and we both cant believed it that i called him ABANG? :O tp mmg dia lagi tua lahh. haha. he just smile while came near me
him : nak yang lembut ke keras?
kak yana : kenapa ? guitar pun ada yg pondan ?
him : ahahah, takdelah, kena tngok dulu, nak yang mana?
me : erm boleh tngok?
him : ha jom lah sekali.
i was thinking gtar dia dalam kereta je, tp ttba dia bawa aku naik hotel :/ aku tunggu kat luar je..  sambil jalan..
him : kenapa tak bawa gitar awak yg cantik tu ?
me : oh, mmg plan nak bawa, tp mama kata kereta tak muat dah, dah penuh, sebab tu nak pinjam gtar abg tu
him : awak ni memang suka bercakap eh ?
me : kenapa ? rimas ke ? tp qis awkward lah kalau dua dua senyaaap je. 
him : iyelah wak..

then lepas semua dah habis karoke, and penyampaian hadiah,(i was a bit down when they 'sorak' for those who got straight A's. im a bit jealous cause i cant make mama proud of me. but kakak and abah were cheere me up with their very loud voices shouted my name. haha) its time for me and intan to perform ! we both sang a song title 'aku suka dia' i played guitar . everybody was quiet and listen to us. most of em was holding their camera and phone to record and captured :) i was sooooo embrassed ! semua org diam tau masa tu, mcm terpegun. huhu bangga je.. semua kedepan nak tngok secara clear. lepas aku and intan habis, they clapped their hands and shouted happily like.. 'fuyooooo. bravooo. cayalaaahh' and me blushed so much >.< sorakan dorang lagi kuat untuk sorakan yg dpt straight A's tu :p bukan mengejek, tp ni je cara aku untuk tak rasa down. sorry syasya, sofwan, camellina... i have no doubt that you guys are so genius. tp ni cara qis banggakan family qis. sbb qis tak pandai academic sngt. lgipun family kita kan lebih kepada bakat, dorng tak brapa heran dgn plajaran. sorry. korng mmg pandai dr qis :')
    mama just got a hotel which was only 2 rooms. one for mama and abah and the other one for intan and wan(grandma). abah asked me to slept with uwan and intan but .. intan tidur ganaaas :( sakit badan. hihi. then  abah willing to tidur dekat sofa, so that i can sleep with mama in room.. but then , terfikir, apalah salahnya aku pula korban untuk abah kan ? so i decided to just slept on the sofa. at night, i could'nt sleep as well, as i tought about everything, all the very ugly faces was playing on my mind . you know its like ... 'tidur tidur ayam?' haaaa... kejap kejap terjaga. yelah, aku ni kan penakut org nya, hihi. before that, dh janji dgn intan nak tngok sunrise. since i cant close my eyes, around 4 o'clock, aku dh kejut intan. gila sunrise pkul 4 ! hahaha... turun bawah, gi kat pantai bawa camera.. maaaakkkaaiihh golap eiii lah..
then terserempak dgn meor... which is my dua pupu and we were never 'borak' and buzz each other before. this is why i said, certain of them aku x kenal. hihi. harp kat fb je.. okay cntinue ! he buzzed me like 'ehh ? tak tidur lagi qis?' i shaked my head to the left and right. he straight away to his group of friend yg tengah lepak2 dekat satu bench which is not far from the place i sat. they played guitar dekat beach tu.
    then meor called my name . i was like 'laaa, takkan qis nak gi sana ? segan ah semua laki' then he came to my place and gave me one of his guitar while sat in front of me. he then asked me to played any song just nak tngok aku main gitar. aku pun main bantai je lagu apa ntah. intan nyanyi. meor minta aku yg nyanyi and i was like ' err, suara x sedap lah' .. meor was smiling with his very 'jiwang' face try to chase me and said 'tkpe.. nyanyi jee' aku pun melalak laah smbil pndang jari aku. bila dongak pndng dia. tngok dia dh tersnyum tngok aku. aku dah rasa semacam and all the hair on my hand were going upppp!!!
me : kenapa pandang macam tu?
him : lah kenapa ? *still with his smile
me : errr, mcm pelik je ? qis takut lah, tak selesa
him : tak de lah... mcm comel
me : wuuuuuuu wuuu uuwwwww
him : *tergelak. prempuan cute laah main gtar.

and i changed the topic as i feel like wanna pee that time. haha. start geli dah nii.. lepas borak2, main gitar, nyanyi semua, aku minta diri untuk naik hotel. kengkawan semua tk percaya aku sedara dia . semua dok 'hyee qis hyee qis' upss. macam nak perasan tetiba. haha. esok tu, naik banana boat , main sand castle and check out. balik tngok meor update pasal aku -,- ada 2 post pasal aku. macm nak terasa k... deyy! saya ni pangkat adik! sedara plak tuuu. jgn tangkap cintan ye.