heyoo september ! i turned to 16 yesterday, so qistina dearself, happy sweet sixteen :) you'v grown so much now. did my family really pull one over on me last night! There I was, coming home from a long day of school, thinking it was just going to be another lonely night when all of a sudden I get ambushed by what would turn out to be the best surprise party of all time!
at first , 2nd sept. i used to sleep late that night as i got free call for a day. but then it was a tiring day, i fell asleep at 10 something. Tepat pukul 12, terjaga sebab Sameer call wish birthday. but then i scolded him for woke me up from my beauty sleep . haha poor him for that. sorry dude ! after the phone call, i couldnt close my eyes. i mean, i cant sleep. and i saw my door room opened. and i can heard from my room, family semua tak tidur lagi. they were discussing pasal menda tah. aku pun malas nak keluar since i have class next day, but i was talking to myself 'kenapa dorang tak tidur lagi ? ermm, nak buat surpwise tok aku kot. hihik.'
then 12.05 a.m i got a text from buddies wishing my befday. and i was still waiting for my family to wished me to. but... erm, no one.. abang used to be the first person every year. but no, not for this year. 12.15 am i was still waiting. waiting and waiting till 12.30 and tup tup. semua masuk bilik masing masing. okay to be honest. i was crying cause kept thingking that no one remembered my birtdate. i used to tell everything to my best friend, aniq. but he wasnt there for me anymore. and i have to move on. so i cried all night long alone.. and no one knows.
so i fell asleep again at 2.30 am . and woke up for sch at 5 o clock. as usual, i got in the bus and yesterday was a lil bit diff. as i looked at the road, i took a deep breathe and whispered to myself 'start a new life. its going to be a better life. someone will make your life brighter. Allah is saving you for a better person' yea it sounds like a heartbroken person. but no. im not. it just that... Ahh ! back to our topic !
masuk kelas, the whole classmates nyanyi lagu birthday . i feel like a pwincess. hihik. then balik rumah as usual... huuu. sangat sedih cause nothing special happened. dah petang, abah call rumah 'adik btau mama tayah masak' and i was like... is that all ? hmm.. then lepas siap siap, mama ckp pergi dua kereta. and what
