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qis :) 1997 imma girl who loves chocolate much i am nowhere near perfect, im vulnerable to believing lies. hoping dat one day i wont need a fake smile, i have drama and memories (thats life)

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28.3.11

aku kuat lah ~

tadi msa nak ambil kertas exam dlm beg, aku keluarkan fail, tba2 aku ternampak CARD yang aku buat untuk dia ~ air mata dah mula bergenang.. mata dah merah.. aku pegang card tu, aku baca balik apa yang aku tulis, like siriously ! aku dah menangis tnpa pengetahuan sesiapaa.. aku lap dengn tngn air mata tu, .. then aku tanya aliffah yang tengah sibuk conteng kertas, sambil mentabahkan diri

qis : syg ! should i... ?
aliffah : what ..? *angkt kening
qis : i naaakk,.. *otw koyakkan
aliffah : noo ! *grab card tu.* you ni gila lah
qis : hey ! i have my own ! i dah muak tngok benda ni ! spatutnya dia takde lagi dengn i !
aliffah : qis comel, i faham u skarng, tapi cuba u fikir balik, u buat card ni, satu malam kan ? sayng tau
qis : tapii... ?? i  tak perlukan lagi card tu, its past beb
aliffah : you jangn koyak kan ! it was beautiful okay ?
qis : i need what i had.. ;(
aliffah : *rubbing my back and open hand* 
qis : *crying in her arms,* i miss that time, the best moment ever
aliffah : stop it qis, hey, be strong girl ! mana qis yg kuat tu ??
qis : yes i am ! *wrap my tears